Hahahaha. I can be such a dumb-ass.

So I finally did a Youtube video. Yep put myself out there. Glad only 10 people watched it before i took it down. I had a little liquid courage before doing the video. Probably not the best thing to do, but I needed some help to do my intro/history of my JW days. Plus I'm trying to get over my fear of speaking and being on camera. It was something I needed to do, but probably not after 2 Gin and Gingers. Anyway, I did it. I've since took it down. I may do more later in a better frame of mind. I'm definitely more comfortable in this arena. I like my hands doing the talking rather than my lips. I do need to get over my fear of the video camera though, but will probably stick to lighter topics other than my sordid past. We'll see.  I spent the morning sick to my stomach over posting the video. I hear it gets easier the more you do. I felt the same way when I first started blogging. Now I love it.  Can't help but feeling like a dumb-ass though. I did get one subscriber out of it. LOL (I'm up to 2) 

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