Happy Birthday

Happy birthday Crimsonsilk!!!

Oh Kate


Sitting here on this snowy day, wishing I was in the mood to write. It's been almost a month. Maybe I'll attempt something later. Maybe I won't. 

2:00 a.m.

Woke at 2:00 a.m. Wide awake. There's nothing on. Don't you hate that?



Sunday morning

I was sitting here watching Yenney in her morose place and not liking it. I encouraged her to go paint. I think it helped. She seems better. It got me thinking about how it only takes one person to fuck up not only one persons life, but several peoples life. Good people, not evil people.  

And how God can sit by and watch it. Not only small events, but global events. Such atrocities that, if he was all knowing and all powerful, with the swipe of his hand could wipe it away, why doesn't he. And don't give me the bullshit about "in it's proper time". Bullshit. He's uncaring and unfeeling and just as much of a prick as anyone who perpetrates such things. No different from a bystander who sits and watches someone dying on the side of the road and does nothing to stop it.  

I've struggled with the idea of God for years.  If he exists, I would never worship him If he doesn't, things make a whole lot more sense. 


Okay, this is probably nothing, but my over active imagination gets the best of me sometimes. I'm leaving the house to walk the dogs and as I'm coming around my car, this slow moving, dark green jeep is passing. I halt the dogs and look up and he's got a camera with a mega lens and he's snapping pictures of the townhouse across the street.  He didn't look my way, but couldn't have missed me. I say, ah, maybe he's a real estate agent, but why the drive by without stopping. 

Now our street makes a complete circle, so there is no need to turn around to come back down it. both ends meet up at a round-a-bout. But this guy turned around and came back so I looked right at him (stupid) and he pretended he didn't see me. The license plate was all dirty and I couldn't read it. (but is is winter and most cars are dirty) Weird right? Is that weird or am I just being paranoid? I've watched to many spy movies. Well if my blogs suddenly stop...(LOL)

Okay on to subject #2. Why the fuck do I bother watching Lost. The show is maddening. Just when you think they are going to answer a question, they give you six more, but I can't stop watching. Why? I have to know how they are going to jerk me around next time, I guess. So you got the one guy (can't remember his name) telling you "you can't mess with time. It won't let you. If it's already happened you can't change it." So what does he do, he messes with time by talking to Penny''s boyfriend....Desmond, yeah him. Then you have Lock who travels backwards in time and gets shot by Ethan, but previously Ethan  had never shot him, and then Lock gets pushed to the future and is still shot, aggghhhhhh! So apparently you can mess with time. Maddening. But I can't stop watching.  Okay, done. I'm done ranting.  Oh but wait....just kidding. Enjoy your day.

So tell me this...

When the fuck did pomeranians get magical powers? Miso (Demon), I swear has the power of flight or telekinesis. He always manages to get something that was in the middle of the counter or table that he in no way can reach. I come down this morning and he has a wallet (Yenney's husbands) and his baseball from a local game. (Shhhh. don't tell) Both were on on the counter. Yep, stuff like that everyday. I never actually catch him taking it. He just appears with it. I don't hear him jump of knock things over. I'm baffled. Who knew poms were so gifted. 


Damn dogs!

Yay me!

I wrote a total of twenty words this week. (on my book)


It makes no sense to me. They are much worse things out there than this man. Really get over it.

Wow, I just remembered how much I hate Rene Zelleweger

Oh wait, this should be on my movie review page. But I just remembered how much I hate Rene Zellweger.

I just love it when...'s so cold outside your boogers freeze instantly in your nose. Or you are stuck walking the family dogs (which aren't your family's but you are stuck doing it because you are mooching off your best friend and her husband) and you have to take your $3.00 mitten, you bought at Target, off (which wasn't really helping anyway because its a $3.00 mitten from Target) to open up the little environmentally safe, blue doggy poop bag and you have to lick your finger to open it because the plastic is so thin, and your skin instantly freezes and cracks because it is so fucking cold out. Yeah, I love that. And then you find out that your best friends dog (the good one, not the demony one) has been peeing on your left boot (which you thought was wet because they are no longer waterproof) because he's pissed it's so cold out. Yep, that's been my week.

Yeah, I just love that.

It's so cold I almost said I was ready to move south. Geez, I think I have brain freeze. :)


I just saw the best trailer. Repo! The genetic opera. It comes out january 20th on video. It couldn't get a distributor. It has Anthony Head (Giles from Buffy the Vampire Slayer), Sarah Brightman, Alexa Vega (Spy kids) Wow is she a hottie, Paul Sorvino, Bill Mosely. I'm listening to the sound track. Paul Sorvino singing. OMG. I can't wait. I think they all sing. Lions Gate missed the boat on this one. I feel a huge cult film in the works. They bought it and shelved it.

Um. This speaks for itself.

Wow! I think I've seen everything now.

Wow. Have I ever told you how much I hate the south?

Check out this link.

South Carolina Seeking To Outlaw Profanity

Posted by samzenpus on Wednesday January 14, @06:07PM

from the f@#k-those-f@#king-f@#kers dept.

MBGMorden writes

"It looks like in an act that defies common sense, a bill has been introduced in the South Carolina State Senate that seeks to outlaw the use of profanity. According to the bill it would become a felony (punishable by a fine up to $5000 or up to 5 years in prison) to "publish orally or in writing, exhibit, or otherwise make available material containing words, language, or actions of a profane, vulgar, lewd, lascivious, or indecent nature". I'm not sure if "in writing" could be applied to the internet, but in any event this is scary stuff."

WTF. I'll just say it.  What the Fuck!!! I think I would get life in prison as a repeat offender. I definitely won't be moving there. Not that it will ever pass, but just the thought that someone even thought of that makes me crazy. Crazy bitch MoFo.


Woken up at 4:00am. Could not fall back to sleep and cannot find anything to write about. Overworked. Over tired. Over stressed. I wish I could drop out of society. 

Ode to Dengarb

Oh Dengarb, how I miss your bald head. The way you used to let me caress it so wonderfully. Sigh! Yarrrrr! Now you are betrothed, but still I can dream. Flirt like hell anyway. Forever yours,


Images of the day

On my way to work I saw a woman (at least I think it was) with that icky maroonish/purple hair, cut sort of in a mullet, cigarette hanging out of her mouth while shoveling the driveway. The image stuck with me all day.

So didn't this:   


I hate stupid people. So don't be one. 

Congrats Kate. Two Golden Globe awards. No one deserves it more than you. What a Goddess. I'm in love. So I just recently found out Kate can sing. Voice of an Angel. I am not religious, but I would start one for her. Anyone want to join? I'll call it "Temple of the Goddess Kate".

Catch ya next time.   or